holy no sleep

something has taken up shop in Julian's chest and won't come out. he was almost wheezing last night and i was more than almost freaking out. and no sleep. again. and lots of crying. we go see Dr Nancy this morning and i really hope she can help. i hope he doesn't have asthma or something. ick. poor baby. and poor mommy. i need more than a couple hours of sleep. i can't wait to visit grandma.